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There are SPVs that go about life as innocent little lambs.  They’ve the advantage of being so freaking ‘charming’ that it is hard to see them for what they really are… manipulative, lying, and cruel creatures!

I’m thinking, specifically, about one… Queen SPV, whom I’ve also called wicked evil SPV, and oppressive SPV in other stories.

This Queen SPV almost had a heart attack when she saw herself as literature in this page and on a YouTube video (and she hasn’t even read the book yet!).

• Don’t worry, she’s probably telling someone else’s story - one of the faithful members of her ‘captive audience’ told distressed Queen SPV.

The “probably” is what amuses me!   Yeah, it was ‘probably’ my vivid imagination the one trying to kill her daughter-in-law and her innocent grandson.  And, if it were about someone else… what’s with the freaking heart attack?   But… the shoe most certainly did fit, right??!! …which goes to teach you… don’t lie down with the Devil, ‘cuz you’ll wake up in hell… 

Along with the ‘probably’ there came an idea… Queen SPV got out of the mess by making up the weirdest of stories about me… well, my other me!  What did she say?  Well, let me tell ya!

I found out that my personal SPV, the one who likes to tell but not be told, was grieving and crying… so very worried about me… I say she was worried about herself for being linked with ‘the crazy person’, but… she swears she was worried about me, okay?

Amongst her ‘herd’ of stupid followers and ‘captive audience’, Queen SPV spread the word about my ‘alter ego’ going out.  My ‘alter ego’ went to a nearby convenience store and ran into this woman, Queen SPV’s friend… whom I’ll call ‘total stranger’.  My ‘alter ego’ had the oddest of conversations with ‘total stranger’.  My ‘alter ego’ spoke to someone I am not able to pick out from a line-up, but… my ‘alter ego’ seems to have more of a social life than I do…

• Hi, Scorpio (that is me… my ‘other me’) - supposedly said ‘total stranger’ to my ‘alter ego’, nicely and cheerful.
• Hi there, ‘total stranger’, tell me… are you still f***ing around with your habitual lover? - was my ‘alter ego’s’ blunt and sarcastic answer to this ‘total stranger’ at the convenience store where I never went.

I mean… my 6 year-old niece could come up with something a lot more elaborate than this.  But, if I had a nickel for every time an SPV gets away with stories like this, I’d be a freaking billionaire!  Her ‘captive audience’ and ‘herd’ of followers bought it.

My ‘detached self’ experience is the direct consequence of having written a book and this website… of speaking out.

Why would Queen SPV come up with such a story?  To be able to call me crazy… to be able to tell people (her people) that my stories about my SPVs are nothing but lies.  You see, if an SPV switches, her ‘herd’ of stupid followers attention, to any other issue… then her ‘herd’ forgets the ‘what’ and focuses on the ‘why’…  

To a ‘herd’ of followers the story I told is not important… my being crazy is!  So, as long as I’m crazy, well… she did nothing wrong, right?  And taking responsibility, about something as horrendous as my Wicked Witch’s story… is no longer necessary…

But, let me tell you, I’d rather be called crazy than to resemble this wicked, evil Queen SPV.

According to SPV standards, the only one with a right to be called ‘victim’ is she.  No one else has that privilege.  She’s the ‘victim’!!!   Her daughter-in-law and grandson, or her seven year-old son, or her verbal spats and manipulative actions are not important… she’s the ‘victim’ here!  I’m the crazy person…

If only there were someone with half a brain among her tribe…

My alter ego has an alibi… she doesn’t… her ‘herd’ of stupid followers and her ‘captive audience’ would only have to take a look at some of the paper trail left behind… to see the light… Queen SPV called a Santero at all-hours-of-the-day… Queen SPV has phone records… Oh, but… Sshhh… don’t tell anyone… can’t you see no one’s thought o’ that?????

Yes!  All you need is someone with a brain to expose an SPV!

Had she not found herself among my story telling, she’d be giving me a couple of pointers… and, what she calls lies and insanity now, she’d take as testimony worth considering and, therefore, relevant material for discussion in her everyday life.

And, here I am, writing my thoughts and psychological detox… forthright and determined… awaiting for new episodes in the life of my alter ego…

Decisions… consequences.  So long as someone sees the light… then so be it!